I am always ready for change at least I’m always talking about it and letting everyone know that I’m ready; it’s what I’m made to do.
In elementary school, my desire for change was just always that… just a desire. I’d say I was ready for it, but the moment it came for me to start making that change, I backed out or talked myself out of it. When high school rolled around, it was exactly the same and I was baffled. Pshh I’m older, grown and wiser and I am telling myself that it’s “too hard to commit to change”. WHAT?! But there I was talking the idea of changing up, but never committing to it. So when college rolled around I was shook, thinking continuously that’ll I’ll never truly be ready for it. Then it hit me.
I was making friends and dropping those that didn’t have my best interest at heart. Creating connections (romantic ones at that) and learning to understand when it was time to put an end to those “connections” 🙄. I changed majors, roommates, styles, my relationship with God and so much more and I didn’t lose myself.
✨✨ Once college ended, I was ready yet afraid for the change, mainly because I didn’t want to lose myself in the process. It’s been almost 2 years since I graduated in May 2016 and I am actually itching for a big time change. Well a positive one.. gimme a positive God, please just a positive 😂 please go ahead and sprinkle that Optimism into my life… Amen.
Alright I’m back from my moment, where was I…. Oh! So yes I want a positive change— I create lists in my head, on my phone and on paper all of the time with goals and changes in mind, but I’d like to just REALLY sit down and work on these changes.
I’m going to do it, I just don’t know when………